#i juat feel guilty for not being there for her today

[angelicstalker]

Whole reason I moved to 5 am to 2pm was to not ever have to do backroom staging or dispensing and Jodi hates me SO MUCH the minute I get to work that's my job for the day :) lmao. And then she let's me go back to picking 2 hours in because I'm very obviously putting everything in the wrong spot on purpose and I STILL manage to get 700 picks today along with being 1 on the leaderboard. suck my fucking dick bitch. Suck my dick. God I have had the WORST fucking day and everybody EXPECTS SO FUCKING MUCH OF ME IM SO TIRED OF IT. I genuinely just need to get home and sleep. And then tomorrow it's probably going to happen again. I need to find a new job. I need to stop talking to people and acting friendly because every time I do it bites me in the ass. I just want to see my girlfriend and even then I know I wouldn't be able to give her the support she needs today. I just cant bring myself to talk anymore today. I just genuinely can't. I have had too many interactions today and I cannot find it in myself to speak anymore.